I had my last hcg injection on Sunday and decided to test daily to see the pregnyl leave my system and hopefully then see the "real" hcg line coming in. The tests have been fading very slowly and today the line is very almost completely gone. And I am 13dpo (or 10dp3dt) so I should have had a line by now if this one had stuck. Even with all my miscarriages I have had a definite line by 13dpo (yes, serial POAS addict here). So I'm feeling a bit (no, a lot) bummed because I know what is coming. My husband is still remaining positive, as is his "half-full" attitude to life (I wish I had that outlook!). Official test day is another 6 days away, but I'm already thinking about my next cycle and hoping AF isn't delayed by the pregnyl shots.
Not helping how I am feeling is that yesterday was our first wedding anniversary and we had to spend it apart. I am currently in Brisbane and was in a long (8:00 - 17:45) and boring meeting all day yesterday. Thank goodness I am flying home today!
But good things to look forward to...
I have one more day of work tomorrow then I am on two weeks holidays! For the first week we are going to NSW and spending time in Sydney, the Blue Mountains and the Hunter Valley (at least I'll be able to taste some wine!). The second week we will puddle around at home as we have my stepson with us that week and he is at school so we can't stray too far. I'm hoping to get some things done in the garden as it needs a lots of work. Might even paint a room...
Anyway, sorry if this has been a bit of a negative post. You would think I would get used to bad news after 27 months of TTC!
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